Maybe these can help ease the pain of what you’ve caused.
- 2 5/325mg Hydrocdone/APAP
- 6 30mg IR Oxycodone
I’ve officially been clean for two weeks and counting. I’ve got some big plans coming up, so I really can’t turn back. I don’t plan too.
I also just smoked my last bowl of Mary Jane I’ll smoke in probably 6-7 months because of this plan.
That’s the longest I’ll go without pot in roughly 5 years. Damn
Ever since getting clean I’ve had the most terrible time sleeping. I can get maybe a few hours a night but most of the time I just toss and turn for hours and my mind doesn’t stop racing.
I attribute this to a heaping pound of stress and depression. I can’t seem to stop thinking about how I still need to get my life in order.
One of my good friends from back home just came and visited. She arrived Monday and left Wednesday. I had such a great last couple of days that now that she’s gone again I feel very alone. I want my friends and support system back. But instead I’m stuck here.
It all just makes me want to use again. I’d like nothing more than to sleep.
I went out and bought a bottle of 5-htp earlier, hopefully it’ll help with this.
my locket can barely close.
Was walking through the Walgreens parking lot yesterday, since it shares a lot with my work, and there was a used needle on the ground.
Damn, people can’t even wait to get out of the parking lot.
That’s when you know you should probably get out of this drug-ridden town.