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Ever since getting clean I’ve had the most terrible time sleeping. I can get maybe a few hours a night but most of the time I just toss and turn for hours and my mind doesn’t stop racing.

I attribute this to a heaping pound of stress and depression. I can’t seem to stop thinking about how I still need to get my life in order.

One of my good friends from back home just came and visited. She arrived Monday and left Wednesday. I had such a great last couple of days that now that she’s gone again I feel very alone. I want my friends and support system back. But instead I’m stuck here.

It all just makes me want to use again. I’d like nothing more than to sleep.

I went out and bought a bottle of 5-htp earlier, hopefully it’ll help with this.

h8beingsober:

my locket can barely close.

h8beingsober:

my locket can barely close.

Was walking through the Walgreens parking lot yesterday, since it shares a lot with my work, and there was a used needle on the ground.

Damn, people can’t even wait to get out of the parking lot.

That’s when you know you should probably get out of this drug-ridden town.

Oh hello Xanax, it’s been a while.
6 2mg Xanax

Oh hello Xanax, it’s been a while.
6 2mg Xanax

b-ak3d:

Marijuana plant.

b-ak3d:

Marijuana plant.

thisis4umrmurray:

Goodnight moon

thisis4umrmurray:

Goodnight moon

blewa215:

saul-of-tarsus:

Tramadol? Guessing from memory. 

lol why would anyone post a pic of tramadol, shits useless, glad my tags got taken out

I hate when people say tramadol is useless. It really depends on the person. I still feel great when I take tramadol - sucks for you if you don’t

blewa215:

saul-of-tarsus:

Tramadol? Guessing from memory. 

lol why would anyone post a pic of tramadol, shits useless, glad my tags got taken out

I hate when people say tramadol is useless. It really depends on the person. I still feel great when I take tramadol - sucks for you if you don’t